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2238milesbetweenus:
I Don’t Want To Lose You - Jamestown Story. Fitting song
may-i-kiss-u:
If everything goes perfectly and to plan you’ll be in my arms in 3 months time. I’ll drive you home from the airport in my little orange car, with the roof down if the weather is nice, but you know how Irish weather is…
I’ll give you a tour of my house, introduce you to my…
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You ever have one of those days where you absolutely can’t concentrate on anything except that one person? It happened to me today…I couldn’t hold conversations with people without forgetting what they were saying because my mind kept wandering off thinking about her.. I couldn’t work properly.. Every song on the radio seemed to be about her opposed to any other day where they were just songs on the radio…nothing made you excited, even things that used to…even down to the clothes I was going to wear… A measly t shirt turned into a giant memory of a FaceTime chat we had while I was wearing that shirt.
I felt unfunctionable today without her. I believe this has maybe been the first entire day we have never spoken in over a year.. Can u believe that? Talking to someone every single day for over a year and then one day it’s all gone…
I’m wondering if she’s feeling any of the same things at all… Or just moving on with her life… It’s so hard to think about and yet I can’t stop thinking about it..
I’ve lost all emotion and motivation to do anything..what’s there to be excited for when everything I had planned for my future is gone? I feel like I’m buried underground alive… Slowly dying and no one even knows where i am or how I got there..
I can tell my mom is so worried, she watches me cry all day everyday and feels helpless… I have this weird feeling I’m going to end up in a hospital soon… I just can’t seem to eat, and my body is slowly deteriorating.
I feel so empty inside like a large part of me died when she let me go…nothing even matters anymore…how did I get here?
And all I can think of is the good times like a broken record in my mind.. Her beautiful presence that just lit up my world..how funny she was..how we would me fun of each other all day then quickly follow it up with telling each other how much we love each other..how we shared EVERYTHING together… Perhaps that’s what I missed the most
She was my best friend and my whole heart
Life is just not the same…
:’(
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:( you were my snowstorm
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